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After so long..

2011-11-12T05:58:00.001-08:00

After so long, being a stupid girl, I still continue to wait.
Why??
Because it's hard to forget....
I've always told myself That I HAVE to forget u, I can't keep waiting...
But guess what??
The next day, I still think abt u....

But time is up...
I found a new reason and a way to forget u...
I will find someone who I LOVE more thn u
Even though I wont forget u, but if I ever think abt u when I have a bf alr, thn I am sure I will have more sweet memories abt him thn I have with you...

U might think someone like me won't ever find someone who would love me but so what??
I think I wan to just focus myself changing to another person. Changing I mean in terms of appearance... I wont change becoz of another person, I change because I WANT TO...

Juz u w8 and c...

y do people love to ruin a beautiful day?

2011-01-30T01:34:00.000-08:00

Another " shit " day thx 2 SOMEONE!!!!

Early morning was such a gd day.
Plus raining and went out with Cora, it becomes a beautiful day...
Then go tut...okok and the mood still remains.
After I reach home, mother show concern and was somewhat different....Different is that she busy and she still talks to me.
Then later she went out, I want go down buy things then IT started...

Shit lor him
He bigger than me so WHAT?

Act so gd like tat, ask me ask my grandma if can...
Like he gt listen also....Also act only...
Talk cock la him...
Know I talkin abt him he still ask, no common sense...
Like darin me to say.
Want beat me then beat la, like it will affect me like tat.
This kinda ppl will take 100yrs to make me feel affected lor...

Shit him, ruin my day juz like this...
GO DIE!!!

Tmr school alr.
Muz rush my hmk. Muz do properly also if nt I'm in deep shit.
Wed no half day is like a total bullshit lor....

I feel like I juz woke up from eternal slp

2011-01-28T20:13:00.000-08:00

Phew!
I'm awake....
Alr gettin ready 4 " o " level alr...
Omg! Think I got up late...

Recently, things has been goin well 4 me
I tink I'm connected to the rain.
Pls rain more often??
So long nvr post anything....- well, I've been bz dreaming...

There are many storybooks that I'm interested in...
If I ever have any powers....
I must be able to make things appear and disappear ( SO COOL )
I must also wan to be able to memorise things by juz readin ( SWEET~! )
I also must be able to fly

hahas.,...storybook will always be storybook....
I muz start readin the reality ones....

Today training is quite fun.
I cant believe I fell down! Omg! I juz cant....
My legs hurt like hell....
I want to take a LONG LONG LONG break but impossible. It's becoz I wanna win!
Therefore, no choice. My last yr somemore...
I hope my " shou hu tian shi "(read in chinese) is watchin over me....

??

2010-07-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

My voice cant seem to reach some people.
y IS tat so?
I wont believe tat my voice is soft.
Mayb I will stop talkin or talk less to those whom my voice cannot reach.
Redue less unnesessary thoughts and all those feelings.

I believe things r gettin better as each day pass?
I cant b so sure yet.
If I let down my guard any moment, I will find myself in the bottom of hell
I wont think anything unnesessary anymore.
I wont care about anything unrelated to me.

I will still try my best.
Juz wish the best for everything :D
Juz smile smile smile. hehes
Pray to god...

Born??

2010-05-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

I feel like I'm born just yesterday for some reason...
Juz recently I figure out tat things happening in this world are too crazy.
It is either I m nt crazy enough or I am SO OUT of this world.
Damn damn crazy.
Alr so crazy then I read 2 storybk makes me feel like me bein in this world is like a dream. Like I could not wake up from my TRUE world.
First bk is about some parent sending their kids to a crazy n stupid place juz becoz they stay up late night, being overweight, have tattoo and bad attitude. 5 or 4 girls planning to escape n expose the true face of the place. In the end, the place was shut down was like a prison. I tink worse than prison.
Another bk is about church and christian. Havent finish readin bt have been lookin forward to every pg coz it's nice. Talkin abt a girl being send to a church sch becoz she was kicked out of public sch. She was kicked out becoz she STABBED someone. Can u believe it?? If it happens in a real world, I tink I'm juz gonna b shocked till I faint. She did tat coz someone threaten to pull down her pants =.='''
Okay so it was nt her fault. They have fun there n I tink I would wan to go to a sch like tat

Sch is gettin better each day I guess...
Especially when exam. I might b a bit crazy to tink tat I dun wan exaM END SO FAST bt it's wad I really feels abt it...
Somehow this exam happening right now is juz too gd to b true.
Everybody in class is a changing...
wad abt me? I tink I change the most..
Suddenly readin bks instead of disturbin people...
Oh bt I still disturb them though. Juz nt as much as I used to.

Miss cora so much. This week only get to go home wif her for once. I hope next wk no more remedials. I wan go home wif her!!!!
Also, I hope we get to talk lots of things. Recently we both seems to b quiet. Dunno wad happen. Think it's becoz we 2 r juz somehow similar? Hahas. Character abit similar so like this uh...
I dunno wad to say to her.
Wan tel her abt me things bt scare she'll get irritated 4 some reasons.
haiz...

It's hard being myself all the time. Juz nt used to it. Well, I always had a mask on my face n when I take down my mask 4 too long, I feel weird. I take down when I'm wif cora. I dare say her coz she nvr reads my blog when it's THIS LONG n THIS COLOURFUL
hahas. Evil me.

2010-05-03T06:26:00.000-07:00

I am so curious....
Curious about emotions and feelings...
R they the same?

Y do we have them?
I juz dun get it when I tink abt it...
Wont it b better if everyone has no feelings or emotions??
Then they cant feel pain, anger, sadness or happiness...
Happiness only last 4 a moment.
I heard " when you receive this amount of happiness, u will have to receive the same amount of sadness "
Y go through so much juz to receive " THIS " happiness??

If everyone do not have emotion or feelings, it would feel much better...
Everyone juz doin their own things. Doin wad they r suppose to b doin...
Choosing things nt becoz u like them bt becoz u saw it first.
People get married when they juz met.
People talk or chat becoz they r lonely or becoz they have nth better to do...
In this kinda world, wad could happen??
No worries every night.
No crying...
No heart-breaking moment
No moment whr u will b thinkin someone.

Kinda feels tat tis kinda world is much smoothing...
Everyone juz doin things they r juz told.
If thr's such world, I tink I wan to juz go into tat world n slp all day
Even if no one cares abt me, I wont have worries. I'll do wadever I like. I'll slp all day, letting time passes through without me knowing...
Looking at the sky all day long, day-dreaming....
Juz w8in 4 the day u die to come...

wAt 4 u have goal n u cant achieve when u alr die?
I tink we shoulod enjoy the life that " god " has given us....

" Time pass quickly... No matter how fast or how much I've said " time pass so quickly ", I seems to notice tat time really pass...
I dun wan to know time have pass. I dun wan to know which day is coming. I dun wan to know what celebration I'm gonna look forward to in how many days...
I dun wan to know, I only wan to know tat the day " I have come to die" has come

WOA!

2010-04-08T01:30:00.000-07:00

Suddenly my blog okay liao...
Dunno wad happen bt am Glad

Today sick nvr go sch.
Msg Fatin she dun wan reply.
I wan cry alr...
Tmr go sch I'll complain to everyone...Hahas...

Okay, Talk abt recently...
Hmm...
Mon after sch go eat mac wif my classmate
This is call "bonding "
Frenz bonding
For those who i havent invite, dun worry. I'll soon invite u out. Mostly on mon so juz keep ur mon free...
Go out wif Annie, YunQi, Sze min and Sharan
Omg! Annie is juz pro at eatin mac...
She even teach us how to eat... Mostly is teach me though
Hahas...I veri modest.
Wad the heck is tat? I juz use words tat come to my head. Tat's wad so funny abt me
I alr have a resolution, I wan my geo become my second best sub. First is Maths. Both math I wan gd gd gd results.

Okay. Then I tink I AM startin to like sch more n more.
Firstly is I gt crush? dunno how spell bt dun care
Secondly, I get to laugh HARD wif frenz
Thirdly, I'm gettin more close wif some teachers n I tink it's a nice thing

NOw I gt 3 girlfriends le
First is Cora
Second is Fatin
Third is Sharan

Oh man, I wonder whose next? Hmm...

Burger burger

2010-03-25T05:41:00.001-07:00

Look at tis

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Nice rite??

Yesterday F&N we cook burger.

I cook wif Sze min...

Omg! we were like playin around n then the crusts inside the pan is cook until black black lor..

The Miss lee say cannot use le...

Then go to Karen's (3E3) thr n she help me

Oh man, she so kind n helpful. Gd gd! Seems like I'm gonna like her le..

The burger inside gt egg u know, bt SUPER small...coz we left little bit then Sze min say muz share then ended up so small.

Bt so cute so I'm okay

Then ltr actually wan give Annie de...

On the way hor, HongJun pass by me then juz take n ask me give him

Omg! I scare nt nice coz like give ppl nt nice to eat no gd like tat

Thn he sya he no eat during recess...Then ok lor

Ltr Annie keep askin me like a ghost huntin me

I regret man. Reason is when I ask HongJun if nice, he say another guy eat =.=''' wad the hell...Okay nvm, I also nvr xpect anything.

I cant w8 4 tmr...

Coz after tmr then Cora's Birthday le!!

Horray!!! Excited man...

Then tat stupid " shin " (nickname for someone, SQ )

He go spoilt my mood. Dun wan confirm wif me whether he coming. Now I alone le...

Hate him to the core!! Should have ask Cyh instead. Bt surely he also cannot...

Haiz, everybody like tat de lor...JUZ ONLY!!!!

sch re-open after march holiday

2010-03-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

Oh man....
Today sch re-open....
It was terrible...
Fatin no come sch!!! Cannot laugh n play
Bt Sharan around, I still laugh though...
On the way home we were laughin, ppl thought we were crazy then
I juz laugh until my cheeks went numb n my face turn red n lastly my stomach pain
Oh man, u should have been thr....
I nvr done lots of hmk.
Then in the end I try to escape...
Like I was suppose to stay back n do hmk bt I juz went home...Hahas
Tmr morning then I pass up.
Then ltr I go sp wif Sharan, I meet up wif cora...
Omg! Her class damn mani couple.
I c alr also ps sia...

Own cher so mani hmk...now muz go do liao
If nt I tel u, I sure die tmr...
Tmr Mr Ong goin scold me le, last last fri I say I will give him tat ws then in the end I forgot.... =.='''
So dead man tmr...
Some more A maths result. Shit
I juz fail EVERYTHING only....

2010-03-14T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hehes
Juz tagged me n say " FRENZ TILL THE FLIPPING END!! "

Spirits!!

2010-03-13T06:37:00.000-08:00

Hahas...
Finally gt 1 wk holiday le...
Can take a rest from all the stress built up from the exam wk...
Bt when sch re-open then muz stress stress stress le coz exam result will b releveal liao...
Sian man...
Then my 1 wk so nt holiday again.
U c my plan :

- Sun go tut
- Mon gt tut again
- tues is training
- wed ( free for now) probably do hmk ba
- thurs training
-Fri tut
- sat training
- Sun tut again

OMG!!! WAD the heck is tis man??!!
Can u imagine??
Haiz...
Wan watch movie de bt...Forget, no show some more
Oh ya, gd news, I kinda like lost touch of ball le...
I bet I'm gonna enjoy taining for now
hahas...bt 4 the future, I might nt know however I'll still try my best even though it's tough or wad-so-ever
Okay, today so dam lax!!
I juz wake up, play com, eat, slp, wake up, play com, eat...
Hahas...JUZ only man!!
Like in heaven
If everyday like tis, wa I tel u, I sure happy until I cry lor..
Kekes..

By the way, another news,
Cora reblond her hair ( nt sure if like tat spell )
Omg!! She looks so nice...
Haiz, she dun belong to me though
Nvm! Besides I'm nt les...
Hahas, juz look at her, she sure surprise ur de...
Juz nice until no word to describe..
I tink I over-rated again. Bt it's true tis time

requirement

2010-03-07T00:35:00.001-08:00

Hi guys...
Today's post will probably b a short 1

Have u ever tink y bad things always hapen to u??
Well, if u ALWAYS tink tat way, then y nt u ask urselves y u wan gd things to happen to u...

U c :
If u wan to fly high, then u muz fall low/deep
Becoz u nid to know the feeling of falling deep n low so u can try ur veri best to fly high

So it's like if u receive lots of gd tings in a day, u will face lots of bad things another day. It is to balance up the luck ( something like tat? )

In order to receive the amount of happiness u wan, u muz also accept the amount of bad luck as payment for the happiness
However, dun tink juz becoz of wad I said then u will welcome bad luck to u...
Good parts r the part u will ALWAYS nid to pay 4...

Pretending

2010-03-06T01:53:00.000-08:00

Do wadever u can rite now coz in the near future, it' nt goin to happen anymore..
Juz so u know
Coz now I'm a coward, I let u bully...
Since u r too evil, I dun have enough power to defeat someone like u...
Even if I have, I dun tink I wan to coz it's juz wastin my power
Let u bully la, thr's only 2 yrs b4 we wont c each other anymore...
No big deal
I admit wad I done n I'll pay 4 the sins I've done to other ppl becoz of u
I'm nt like u, nt admitting n refuse to pay 4 the things u done...
I'll SMILE n act like nth happen becoz I am NT U

And u better b careful if u wan to monopolise other ppl coz if they found out, u r dead.
Bt becoz u r who u r, u make such a perfect mask tat no one will surely found out, U SHOULD b glad.
Another piece of advise, cherish wad u have now becoz all the ppl around u r either coward or they dun wan stir trouble tat's y all the things r goin the way u wan
Bt let me tel u, nobody can go against god's plan.

This is the last time of giving advises beocz I juz cant shut my brain out when I saw the things u did. Bt tis is the last time...

yupyup

2010-02-25T03:05:00.000-08:00

YES u r rite...
Actually I've always been tinkin abt all the prob tat has happen in tis past 3yrs includin tis yr. I tink tat wadever u done to someone, it will happen to u. So I hope from now on I can make the rite choice n change my attitude to the rite one...
Dun tink u can escape from all the bad things u have done, actually GOD has alr planned everything for u...
Normally the vicious/evil ones is last to b punish as GOD is kind, he wants to give them a chance...
However, those pure n innocent will b the first becoz GOD wan them to know tat they r wrong so tat they will nt continue to walk tis path. Nobody can escape from GOD. If u know tat u r wrong, it's best if u start to reflect abt the things u done n change ur path. As the bk of CHRIST says, STOP, TURN 180 degree N WALK TOWARDS GOD.
I've learn everything in the service n whenever things goes wrong, I juz take it out n read. Hopin GOD would help. Mayb most ppl will tink god juz DO NOT exist n they cant help. It's half true n half false. When u r in trouble n u turn god 4 help, they cant help u becoz everything has been planned out. It's too late to change it. However, GOD can change ur future, GOD can lessen ur punishment.
I also learn tat we should juz slp n forget everything tat has happen to make ur life better...
Thr's only 1 time u can spend as u aged. So cherish it b4 u regret.
IF u tink ur decision is wrong, look at a positive side n u'll find it worth choosin

Quite quite....

2010-02-23T04:16:00.000-08:00

erm erm...
Nite nites...
Today quite okay...
Except until evenin...
Mood being spoilt...

Today damn funny in Class...
Bryan la...
He everything forget do...Own so mani cher so mani hmk
Then today our form cher ask whr is our compo....
The tittle is " house "...
Then tis is kinda like joke which we made up n laugh ourselves...
Crazy rite?
Ok here goes...

Cher : " Bryan, whr's ur house? "
Bryan : " dun have "

Ur understand the joke?? It's like someone askin whr is ur house then u say no house mean u slpin at the street??
Another 1...

Cher : " WH (a name ) , whr is ur house? "
WH : " Never bring "

Lols!! Wad nvr bring? can bring de meh??

Damn funny today...
Then another 1, we doin compre corrections...
Then we muz faster faster coz cher " blowin "
Then Bryan write so fast until I keep askin him wad is tis n tat...
In the end he second last finish...
I disturb him coz when I doin, he keep askin my question...
So fun...
I will continue to do tis man!!

Tmr wed, sian lor...
The longest day in every wk...
F&N 4 period lor...
Siao siao...
No more le...

uh...

2010-02-14T05:44:00.001-08:00

Today finally a new post thx 2 Vinis...
Today I listen to radio n they say they goin tel a story abt wedding rings..
However I nvr listen to it becoz I switch off the radio since it's so noisy at home wif all the relative around...
Bt u know me la...
If I dunno then I sure tink abt it usin my imagination...

So tis is my story abt wedding rings...I will start from the startin
It's a short 1 though :

- When a guy propose to a girl, he means he will throw away all his pride n everything 4 the girl.
Reason : becoz guy will knee down n propose bt if u ask a guy to knee down when he is nt proposin, I'm sure he wont
- When both r married, they hold hands becoz they r tellin each other tat they will walk the path they choose tgt n to place the future into both of their hands
- When both of them exchange the ring, they both r tellin each other tat they r goin to give their heart n soul to each other, sayin they will b faithful.

pls dun anyhow get married...
Becoz the first marriage is the most IMPORTANT!!!!
The soul wil get tired after giving to the first partner....

Okay let's get to the next topic...
All my relative mostly consist of guys...
So embarrassing when both my uncle make me...
saded...
They la...
Then ltr they all laugh...
I also nt communicatin wif them veri well...
Coz they r so much older than me...
Haiz...
Bt I gt mani red packet lor...
tmr goin malaysia le...
Nt my first time bt I feel dunno nervous or scare leh...
How??!!! sad...
Nvmm...
Today msn talk to lots of ppl..
I tink the distance between me n Cora somehow gettin further n further...
She like dun wan me know more n more things...
Dunno how le...
let it flow like water ba...

~

2010-02-07T01:04:00.000-08:00

I feel so terrible startin from fri till now I still feel the same
I am sick
I gt fever, flu, cough then sorethroat....
Like shit man..
Cant even have a peaceful nite coz my chest feels heavy n hurts when I am slpin n lyin down

Though I am sick
I'm force to exercise...
Meanin have to travel from 1 place to another then go tut

I sick I get veri hot-tempered de lor..
So stay away from me pls..
If nt ltr dun blame me...
I cant control...
Today whole day I keep gettin angry over a small thing my sis does..
Hiaz...
It's a bad day today...
In tut every word I says kinda like insultin bt towards TAT GUY...
I guess he dun even care...

Nth much today...
Tmr sch le n next wk is the last wk...
I wan it to b over soon...
If only I CONROL THE TIME...

Holdin hands

2010-01-30T02:06:00.000-08:00

Today happy happy!!!
Go wif cora to ion orchard, chong pang n cozway
Damn funny today...

Tel ur arh...
At first dunno go whr then we decide anyhow la...
Then go orchard lor...
Then reach ion orchard then go to 3 diff direction...
I still remember on my birthday we went thr n play
Then we go until a place wif food de
Dunno gt lor
Go thr c mani tings n also wan eat mani things bt muz save money buy FBT...
So lols...we like nvr c b4 the food lor
Then buy Yami yoghurt + sushi + bubble tea
The sushi from " three sixty " ( a shop ) so DAMN nice lor
Then I decided next time wan go eat sushi muz go thr buy...I recommend it
Then we eat thr then mani ppl look at us...ps...

Then go chong pang...
We hold hand!! Yay!! I love it lor
Then drink bubble tea, buy FBT n buy the pineapple thingy 4 chi new yr de...
Lame sia...
If u go normal show say u wan pineapple thingy they will give u the real pineapple lor then u hang up EVERYBODY WILL LAUGH..
Hahas!!

Ltr take bus back to cozway..
Thr buy hp strip, frenzship band n my comic bk
Then go toliet take pic + cora make-up
Fu fu fu!!
She wan help me bt I SCARE
Then ltr we go home liao lor...
Reach my grandma shop she suddenly say wad wan small de...
I shock until my eyes wan pop out lor!!
Then ltrgo home my mother say me go whr n stuffs...
Then ltr neighbour come knock door..
F_ _ k lor...
Stupid!!
Hate them SOOO MUCH!!!
Should have put a sign say gt ghost then I no neighbour lor..
Always complaint...
Complaint KING LOR!! SHIT, PUKE!!!

Okay muz calm down...
Finish le...It's long bt pls b patient..
Byes

Especially 4 Vinis

2010-01-27T01:31:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!!
Yoyo~
I am postin tis ESPECIALLY 4 Vinis! Yay!!
Actually I'm suppose to post tis long ago bt always gt mani hmk tats y
Bt today have a few only so I'm postin now

Today is my SENIORS FIRST COMPETITION!!
GOOD LUCK!! MUZ WIN!!
Vinis muz jk ok??
I'm cheerin 4 u all the way even if I'm nt thr wif u...

Today veri bz...
Especially after F&N class...
I left my pie at thr then forget...
Tmr muz go take...
ltr Miss Lee sure scold me de...
sob...
Tmr I goin JUNIORS FIRST COMPETITION
Goin cheer 4 them...
Then fri I'll cheer 4 the seniors
SRY SENIORS 4 nt goin to cheer ur today...
bT I'm cheerin ur wif all my heart

Today so funny...
me n Cora on the way home talk alots...
Even after we have to separate n go home le we still wan talk lor...
Sry cora 4 makin u w8 so long..
Today go dentist...
My appointment is 2.15 bt I finish class 2.10 lor..
Eat le then around 2.55 like tat go thr...
Then slp 4 around 30min like tat...
Omg when wake up saw 2 ppl thr look at me...
Bt dun care la, JUZ SLP
Nth much today...
Juz bz bz bz...
Tmr wil b a better day! I'm sure!
Today finally boys start callin my name le...
Galz always cal my name so nt so special.
Hahas...Happy happy...

SIAN!! ~

2010-01-22T05:52:00.000-08:00

Sch veri bz bt weekends so free...
Cannot balance de lor
Like wad sia..
Then like suddenly so relax then suddenly bz...
Will go CRAZY de u know...
So anway I'll tel u abt my sch in tis wk

Sch I tink okok lor...
Bt tel ur my name change le...
My name now is " Chairman " liao..
All boys nvr cal me Rachel.
Sian lor..
Then ltr long le I wil forget my name le...

I hope tis yr quickly end...
Then enxt yr come le I'll ask everyone 4 my present...
kekes...
Tis yr go new class so nobody give, sad lor...
Next yr I wont let anyone off...

No no stead...
SOMEBODY JUZ keep sayin i gt stead...
Lols....I SO dun like coz I DUN HAVE 1

I now wan b single...Coz gt so mani prob will come...
I'll b bz then ltr my future stead will like say I ps him...

Veri troublesome...Juz like someone who is facin tis prob rite now

continue next time coz I CANNOT use com le

Wad's wrong wif life??

2010-01-15T19:58:00.000-08:00

Dreams r always the opposite of reality...
I kinda believe now coz I juz had a nice dream n it's now spoiled by the reality...

Dunno how explain bt it's juz tis way...
My temper gettin from bad to worse...
Then sch nt goin well 4 me...
Then at home thought can relax n have fun...
END UP WORSE THAN SCH!!!
Sucks!!
Tis is becoz of my STUBBORN sister...
Alr tryin my best to dun scold them le bt...
I dunno wad to do liao la...
Everythin is beyond my control le..
The least I can do is to ignore them n show them I'm angry...
Tat's all...wad more they wan??

I juz cant believe my life is like tat in tis yr...
Wad should I do to overcome tis THING??
Keep thinkin every nite bt no ans...
Bt still gt Cora, she kept me smiling...
If only i could c her everyday or even 24hrs...
Then I guess nth could make my angry le..
Coz I'll b like pssin the emotion all on to her...
Hahas...

Like cora so much!!
Miss her too...
I wan sch start soon...
I dun wan stay at home... :(

Third day in new class ( posted 4 Vinis too )

2010-01-06T02:50:00.000-08:00

I guess each day in new class is gettin better ba
Er, bt w8!!
I 100% dun wan to b around guys...
I dunno y today I get laugh by a guy
I mean he was the 1 who started it first man...
I first day or second day in new class so like wad lor...
Gt a guy, he wan to throw marker to another guy then hit me..
I damn ps...
Then today another guys sittin next to him wan to throw pen to another guy
I saw then I quick lean back then he throw le then LAUGH at me...
Wad the hell...
Funny meh? I scare until my heart wan jump out liao..

Ok forget it...
Then today I juz found out my chi class I gt lyn le...
Yay!!!
Happy happy...
BT BT!!
Of coz I still wan tut...
I tut gt free de lor!!
Everyone envious of me
:P!!

Somebody gonna help me..
It's a secret...nt gonna tel
Damn mani homework lor...
The bks heavy until cannot heavy liao...
Worse than a 10kg of rice lor...
Then today FN class I SO bz...
I cannot take it man...
Only first wk sia...
Gonna study hard n forget everything
I will only envious of those in relationship...
Hahas...funny man me...
Last thing b4 I end,
I wanna thx Vinis 4 the my blog's song...
Thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx!!!!
Loving ya...

ByEs!!

Fufufu

2010-01-02T02:49:00.000-08:00

Today is my Birthday!!!
Yay!!!
I so happy...
Juz come back and also finish bathin...

Today went 2 places...
So fun...
So HOT man..OMG!!
Then so mani ppl...
Keep squeezing...
Haiz...
Then take lots of pic...
Probably Vinis or lyn will upload so go their blog n check it out ba...

Then ltr Lyn n Vinis go home liao, left me n Cora...
We both go find toliet...
Wa!! Nid w8 super long lor so we go next floor to find..
Then ltr go take neoprint...
Wa siao!! we take liao hor then ltr wan decorate then the machine say end le..
Wad the hell..
Then Cora thr keep complainin..
Kekes...
I tink veri nice... A bit worth the money ba...
Becoz only 2 of us only of coz veri ex la...

Then ltr go home liao lor..
The train to woodlands seems so long...
Then talk to her abt things...
She say her bf then I sad again..
A bit only la bt veri funny lor...
Her relationship I mean..
I hope they stop gettin angry at each other n cy WILL HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD so they can spend time wif each other as long as they can...

:D! C I so gd...
I tink my tis birthday veri pathetic...
Coz only some who is my true frenz wish me...
Hahas...
I tink last yr my brithday more better...
Hahas...

Bt nvm...
I'm still lookin forward to each of my birthday
Tat's all
Byes...
Today I goin w8 till 12am to tel myself tat my birthday is finally over...
Which means my day of happiness is over too...
Byes!!
I wanna thx tis ppl :
Cora, Wanjie, Lyn, Vinis, Ivy and shao jiang...
His name is like tat spell de lor...
I've been trick by him 4 dunno how mani yrs le...

HHappy birthday the one whose birthday is todaY!!

2009-12-31T04:50:00.000-08:00

hIIe!!
Let's start wif the greeting then...
Happy birthday!!!

Ok...
Now I wanna thx Vinis 4 helpin me fix my blog...
I suck at tis so I always nid help from Vinis...
Then I...I so happy tat I so say she beautiful...
Kekes!! Lols
After tonite, it will b a new yr 4 EVERYBODY In tis world...
So I wish everyone GOOD LUCK!!

sO After abt 2 more days, it would b my birthday le..
Bt so saD I go new class, nobody would know..
Kekes....bt I tink it's better tis way...
Let's keep it a secret ba...
Shh...

Today so boring...
Thought wake up early gt chance use com first bt somehow lazy wake up
Then go back slp again...
Then ltr wake up again then slp again
Crazy man!!

Today DAMN boring..
I lost touch of some of my frenz le...
Mayb becoz I veri naughty...
They all dun feel like msgin me...
Haiz...
Today do nth...
I wan my birthday FULL OF SURPRISES!!
I wan it FUN TOO!!

Now last greetin 4 myself...
Gd luck Rachel!!!
Love ALL my frenz n my future frenz :D

CCora requested de :D

2009-12-27T23:31:00.000-08:00

Helloooooo!!
It's been a long time...
Cora ask me to post de, she say it is a " MUST "
Anyone wan me post pls juz tel me n I'll do my best...

Go out wif Cora on...I forgot...hehes
Then I SUPER full coz we eat n eat...haiz
Lately I tink my sense of dressing is so like shit lor...
I dunno wad to wear n how to match clothes le..

Today morning go Sunplaza to meet peiling, shermin and Xiping
We go thr do the project..
Funny...
I somehow think we go thr watch peiling eat her breakfast lor...
Kekes bt I tink okok lor...

Then I also feel today I veri weird
Well, I nt tryin to praise myself bt it's the truth...
I dunno I SUPER ugly or surprising gd-looking...
When I was on my way home from sunplaza, I went to cozway first
Then I walk around n around coz of...well, nid buy something 4 someone...
Then thr's a malay guy? I tink so...
He was like following me...
He follow me from 4th floor to 1st floor...Then somemore he stand beside me...
Like purposly de...
Can infront or behind ma...
Normally ppl will NT stand beside u coz they will tink they r blockin the way
Then ltr on the 1st floor, I walk slowly then fall behind him...
I saw him walkin straight so I turn
I go down to basement..
ltr he stand beside me AGAIN...
Wad the hell!!!
Then I keep walk fast fast then I tink lose him le...
Coz so mani ppl in cold storage...
Clever me... :D

Nth le, w8 til the next post ba

Dream...

2009-11-15T03:08:00.001-08:00

I juz wake up from a slp then I immediately pose le coz I scare I FORGET
So let's juz get to the point...

Well, I in my dream...
I met a guy
Then wif my " frenz " ( whom I dunno in reality )
We all say he is scary...
Coz he look strict, fierce n...a bit scary...
He seldom talks...
Then we all we somehow living in a big house all tgt
Then dunno the reason I was somehow a maid thr...
wad the hell....

Then I finishing was tat guy clothes...
His name is Haruie...
Well if u dunno how pronoun then thr's nth I can do...
Then he had told me SO MANI times NT to go into his room...
For some reason I seem to nt listen to him...
Then I went in n so on...

When he came back, he came straight to me n scolded me ( of coz...)
Then dunno wad happen I found myself wif him in his room ( have no idea how it happen )
Then we chat n chat n I found tat he was nt wad " we " describe...
After tat, we exchange ear-ring which I have no idea y I suggested in...
In reality, I WOULD NVR do tat...
So now we both have the same ear-ring in 1 ear n another ear-ring, diff design in another ear
Looks like couple huh??
Well, he look like those " pretty boys "
Then He say he dun like his name n I so KPO, I go give him a name...
I name him " mao "
Coz tat time " mao mao yu " as in the rain nt heavy
Then his hair so long..

The we chat n I go overboard makin him angry
( it was a nice dream )
Though bt I was actually conscious when sleepin...
When my grandma came home, I woke up immediately 4 no reason
Tat's the end of my dream...

Oh man!! It was such a nice dream
It happen once in a while...
Hey if u r readin my blog unexpectedly...
Then I tel u, I can only dream of lookin 4 bf bt in reality, it will nvr happen...
hahas...
Then u yesterday nite nvr on9 when u say u wil on9...
Haiz...
nvm...
byes...tat's the end

how?? wad to do??

2009-11-13T04:05:00.001-08:00

I dunno wad to do...
I saw something...
I saw " HIS " blog...
When I read...
I feel sad + happy + angry...
Mani question go through my mind...
Like...

Is it me??
Y he didnt do or say anything??
Wad happen?
Y did he do this??

I cant get the ans...
Too much different feelin I'm feelin now makes me wanna cry...
I dunno wad I should do...
I doubt I can slp tonite again..
Y he write down his feelin on his blog instead of tellin me??
Y??

Cora thx!!
It's nt ur fault so stop blaming urself...
I wan him to ans ALL my question bt...how??...

2009-11-10T06:36:00.000-08:00

Today suddenly dream abt something weird...
Nt realli a dream.
But I AM slp alright...
I tink I heard my third uncle came back home...
It was early morning...
Bt morining when I wake up I ask my sis then she say no...

I tink I miss him...
I hope he come back soon
sad...
Juz finish chattin wif SQ
I find something so funny...
Sometimes when I plan something wif him, it nvr realli happen
( if dun understand then tink again )

Oh ya, I remember last sat I went out wif my family to...I forgot..
Well nt realli important...
I tink I pass by My ex-bf...
I dunno if it's him coz when I turn back I nvr saw him...
Then my mood was like...
Change so suddenly...
Some more I sad alr my sis wan buy same hp as me
Add fuel to the fire man!!!
Wad the hell...

Nth much today jzu TAT training was quite lag?
Dunno la then something wrong wif me today bt nt my brain...
okay byes...I goin watch movie then slp liao...

Nites guys

I'm back

2009-11-08T06:32:00.000-08:00

Hiie!!
I'm back!!
Actually I'm back on fri...
I'm juz lazy to update

It's nth actually...
I brought shirts, magnet and mani more...
I dunno wad to talk abt...
Tmr I gt test
I abit nervous lor...
Today wake up SUPER late...abt 11 like tat??
Then eat > play com a while > bath > play cards wif sis n uncle
> eat lunch > watch show

Nth much today...
Coraa cal me n we talk...
Recently I'm the only 1 talkin n she listening...
Most of the time is the opposite lor...
Hahas...
I update coz Vinis ask me to...
Tmr goin eat sushi wif them
I cannot w8 bt muz go through test first
Sad...
I goin slp soon...
Mayb taggin ppl first
Byes then

" NO tittle "

2009-10-28T06:56:00.000-07:00

I dunno wad tittle to put 4 tis blog lor...

Today go wif Vinis n Cora to cozway..
Oh man I dressed like..." wad the hell... "
Then dun realli like...
Yesterday lor, I play com until I forgot today gt sch then play until late late
Last min then remember...

Then go eat Ice cream.
I like Ice cream cake better :P
Then we take neoprint..
Then I go home le...
Cora say she veri tired
Bt I abit la..
Though i said it bt after I reach home I bath
Then I listen to my MP3 songs then slp liao...
LOLS...

Currently on9 bt no one wan talk to me..
Always like tat...
Haiz..
then when I check my blog, Dunno LYN jokin wif me or wad
She say I go buy condom...
=.=''''
First thing first, I nt goin sex wad 4 I nid??
Though nt only sex then nid bt tat's the only ting I know if use...
Cant blame me coz I dunno...

Thx to tis ppl who tag me :
- Vinis
- Lyn

I goin miss eVERyone.
Mayb wan go express stream bt still scare.... :(

Boringg..

2009-10-27T09:20:00.000-07:00

So late le man...
Still, I cant slp...
Yesterday nite I 2.30am slp...
Oh YESSS!!! So late lor...
The latest in my WHOLE life is 5am in morning slp...
Kekes then I morning 11am wake up...
NICE!!!

Today ALMOST whole day playin 2 different cArds wif my uncle n my sis
We laugh until ur stomach pain sia...
Wth...

Today so boring...
Though it's fun...
Tmr goin out wif Cora n Vinis...
So excited...
I wanna eat Ice-cream...
I am starting to HATE everyone...
I DO NOT mean my sch friends...
I mean....
forget it..
Mayb I'm gettin hot-tempered...
Who cares anyway...

Then I go buy Jeans...
Gt so mani I cant make up my mind...
Then so perv man...
My uncle I mean
we went to buy *** and ******* for me
Then he TAKE and stretch it...
wad the hell, NORMALLY guys would wan to aviod the place bt he...he...
I'm speechless...
Gt a bf like him can die man...

Anyway I'll stop here.
SOMEBODY is startin to complaint tat my blog TOO long n lazy to read.
I'll make it short next time...

Loves to my frenz who talk to me today
- WanJie
- Cora
- Vinis

Loves ya, nites....

Wad a surprise...

2009-10-21T03:32:00.000-07:00

Today a lot of thing surprise me...
Hahas...

Today I suddenly can slp until 11.30am bt nt as late as lyn...
Kekes...
I still slp so early yesterday nite...
Around 10plus like tat...

Then I wake up eat both lunch n breakfast...
Crazy n pig rite??
Hahas I know...
Coz I damn hungry...
Hungry until I wan eat b4 I even brush my teeth...
The food went in my mouth bt havent touch my tongue then my uncle say " EEEE!! " then I show him a diao face then go brush teeth le..
Hahas...
Lucky he remind me...

Then ltr I go out wif my sis...
She keep askin me faster faster faster lor...
Then I so irritated...
I watchin show ma...
Then ltr I go out wif her lor...
Then we go the store tat sell comics

Then I decided to buy the bk bt I nvr saw the cover pg lor
U tink something is wrong rite??
Well I alr buy chpt 1 le so 4 wad I nid c cover??
Juz find the tittle then can le ma
Then hor ltr when my sis wan go help me pay, she come back n ask me if I REALLI REALLI wan buy.
Then I look at her wif the dumb expression on my face
Then she show me the cover pg...
MY FACE WENT RED!!! RED U KNOW!!! RED!!!
OMG sia...

Dun tel u the cover pg is wad...
I guess I'M STILL young...
Oh it makes me happy
OKOK ~ I know... ur alr have the diao face on ur face le...
Then I still buy..

Then I go home...
Then I change my pant, nt my shirt
Then I go inside the room n read...
While I was readin I was laughin coz so funny
Then hor my mother walk in..
Then look at me
I look at her...
Then she say i " SIAO " then I laugh...
LOLS!!!

Oh ya, forgot to mention tat I saw Jamie, MeiZhi and Shermine
( SRY if I spell wrong the name.. )
Then shermine funny lor...
When she saw me she give me a expression like something is wrong wif me...
Hahas bt I dunno wad is TAT " something "

Lyn, Cora n Vinis :
Pls do nt worry abt me..
Hahas..c!! I'm laughin man...

Oh ya...
Then nth liao...
Gtg, I wan watch show le...
I intend to buy another chpt on fri when I go out...
I hope the next cover is nt too..." ADULT "
If nt I DUN TINK I'll buy it since my frenz will b thr...
Ok so long
BYES!!

strange topic

2009-10-20T00:48:00.000-07:00

Strange topic...
Know wad is the strange topic??
Well, it is the FEELINGs
Probably hard to understand n I know y...

It's becoz it's hard to differentiate between love, crush n like...
It's ALL so confusing...
Even if it's LOVE , it will sometime fade away

Juz wanna mention something funny abt me...
Well, I guess I'm a FOOL
Coz somehow when I'm wif _ _ ( well u know )
Then I feel heated up...
Though I say time kills love bt it's different for me...I tink??
Who cares anway, it's alr over...
Ok ~
I tink becoz I'm shy/embarrassed...
Hahas...
Bt I dun get tired...
Even if we go out doin nth, juz sit in a corner I also feel veri excited
Funny huh?? ~
I tink so too...
Then hor, today I talk wif cora abt this subject
So funny lor, we talk until when I wan go liao we STILL wan talk lor...
LOLS!!

Well NOW now tat's it's over...
I feel it's such a shame...
I cannot feel the HEAT le...

erm erm ~
Okok now let's talk abt today...
Today do the art so funny lor
I no staple ma then I tel cher so he could borrow from someone n lend me
Then hor he holding it ma, I thought he wan help me
Then I put properly the paper then give him then...
Then he take away the staple
Say I cannot do myself arh then I laugh n say okok
THEN he still ask if I wan coffee or tea...
Wad the...!

ALWAYS tat cher de lor...
Tat time also, now also...
I scare him liao...
hahas...
Yay!! Fri goin out watch movie..
Too bad I now no bf...
Guess I go wif frenz ba...
kekes~

Ok tat's all...
Thx Cora, VINIS and lyn...
It's a thx 4 tagging me...
I hope I can forget u...
I dun wan let go bt...
nvm....
I'll cheer up soon...
:D!

YOYOYO

2009-10-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hey gues check out my new blog man...
It's cool n nice isnt it??
Thx 2 vinis n Cora..
I tink I say dunno how mani times le bt becoz I'm veri grateful so..
LOLS...

Anyway, today veri rush lor..
I now STILL doin art...
CANNOT FINISH sia...
Then I here postin...
U should b glad...
Erm erm, then FINALLY lyn tagged me le..
Dunno how mani yrs n months pass away liao...now then she tagged
hahas...( JUZ KIDDING )

Ok,
Today go cora house make my de tagged box...
Though SOOO colourful bt bt bt...
Nvm..guess if gt chance again I'll change to plain plain de...
Plain n simple then nice ma...

Today nth nice happen...
So I guess I'll end here...
It takes time to heal the wounds...
:)

Okay then cya n BYES

I dun wan!!!

2009-10-18T03:57:00.000-07:00

Haiz...
I juz lose someone in my life
Today so boring.
Sry Cora!!
I manage to only draw 1 n nt 2
Hahas...

Tmr goin cora house to do art
I hope tmr nt boring..

Muz thx VINIS 4 all the things she have done 4 me
I'm am so grateful...
I finally can use com again...
I playin cards wif my family n yet I wan post
C I so gd

I juz learn a lesson yesterday n today
" Time kills love "
Tat's wad I learn
It's true, MARK MY WORD
Hahas...
Laughin huh??
forget it...
I'll tel my prob to GOF

Then hor now tat I'm so boring
Gt a guy so wad...becoz wan watch anime then left me behind...
I dunno wad to do now..
I like dun wish 4 anything to come...
Actually wan watch movie wif...
Then now everything's gone..
Mayb watchin wif Cora ba...
Then she say wan bring a guy...
Oh NO THX
I nt gd wif guys de...
I've been faithful ever since..
Now suddenly 4 a change??
IMPOSSIBLE!!!!

How can say change than change??
Nvm...
I wan watch " Halloween 2 "
It's a horror show...
I'm sure itll b nice...

I'm back to single...
I'm sure even my dar (wanjie) will nt wan me le...
Someone like me...
Nvm...Goin play liao
Cya!!!
Byes

Rushing

2009-10-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hey I'm rushing off to SOMEWHR so I'll juz make it short...

Today so tired...
haiz...
Then hor I tmr goin to sembawang thr to slp then...
Sun then some back my grandma house...
I guess it's gonna a boring??
Coz it's only me n my uncle...
haiz

Y do I have to do tis??
Then still gt art exam coming up...
I dun feel like drawing or should I say I HATE drawing...
hahas...

Stupid SQ
say wad ok will update ur blog...
In the end, Me who always, seldom go check blog juz went to the trouble to seeing then in the end?? wad did I get??
Stupid stupid...
Never goin to forgive u!!!
u heard me, NEVER!!
Nvr goin do anything for u le..
teasing me n breakin ur promise?? Tat's the only thing I know abt u... :P!!!

Ok back to my day, forget TAT guy...he's NO GD
So, I guess tmr I goin update too coz nth to do...
I hope ppl put up more shows 4 me to watch...
Oh ya n today I went to buy comics...
Waliao!! so DAMN nice..
I read liao then laugh laugh laugh then my mother say I crazy
hahas...
Then hor talk abt laugh, sometime at night I watchin my own shows then my grandfather watchin tv then I cant help bt laugh coz the show SOOO funny
Then he look at me then I look at him then I laugh then he say I crazy...
Oh man, they juz dun understand me...
The show so funny ma..hahas
Today spend $20 OMG!!
I guess I nid spend money wisely...
Coz I wanna spend my money when I go out wif my bf...hahas

Gtg...
Byes n I'm currently w8in 4 his msg
I hope he dun forget to msg me...
Mayb He'll forget, I juz have tis feeling...
Then I found new song which is SOOOO NICE!!!
Nice until u drool...haha
Okay then byes...
I had fun today...

I feelings I'm feeling now is...

2009-10-06T01:00:00.000-07:00

It's weird.
well, tel u TAT ltr, let's talk abt " my " today first

Today in sch so bored.
However in IT class I learn to make my own site...
Hahas...
So damn fun man...
Then I keep laughin coz of someone...
Then I make up a lot of excuses juz becoz of her...
Well ~
Tat's all 4 today??

Next!!! ~
Erm erm...
Oh ya, back to the weird weird feeling...
Dunno y I feel tis way.
I had a misunderstanding wif Cora
Then hor, when we clear up the things n became frenz again...
I somehow feel like I juz made a new frenz n tat is Cora..
wad the heck man..
Then hor, now when I c cora or speck to her, I feel awkward...
Haiz, juz like the first time I MET SOMEONE like tat...
sad man...

I guess it's becoz we r best frenz/close frenz for so long tat we even had a misunderstandin...
Somehow one or another...
Anyway any frenz will bound to have misunderstandin...TAT 's a guy told me...
I thought Cora n me were somehow special bt I guess nt huh?? hehes...
I tink I watch TOO MUCH show le...
Thought I could find someone who will b my frenz forever n ever...
hahas..

Exam coming man, so FAST lor...
I DUN WAN!!!
NOOOO
I wan time to stop NOW ~
UNDERSTAND?? NOW N I mean now...
forget it...as if tat would EVER happen...
hahas, tat's all 4 today...

w8 TILL then Next blog which I will b postin SOON...

Special day 4 me bt I am sad

2009-09-25T05:26:00.000-07:00

Guess wad??
Today is quite a special day 4 me
Today is my bf birthday...
Kekes...

Then today nth bad happen to me tooo..
Today also so funny..
Wanjie they all la...hahas...
Though gt a bit of friendship prob bt there's nth I could do so I guess I'm nt affected??
hahas...

To those guys out there who wan to b with Cora, LISTEN UP!!!!!
Ur better dun make her cry hor, ESPECIALLY SOMEONE!!!
AlWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS make her sad sad...
u KNOW I dun like her sad then yr go do tis..
u PURPOSELY DE ISIT??!!
All guys who make her cry is definately stupid...

Then today I send birthday wishes to someone bt he dun wan reply me
Dunno is bz or wad..
Then also go lend his frenz his msn...haiz
I veri sad...
I wan cry liao...
I so boring today
I thought of goin out to play bt...
Forget it...
I havent buy birthday gifts too...
I dunno wad to buy, I hope yr give me some suggestion...

I wan exam faster over la..
Oh ya, guess wad?
Today sunday I goin SOMEWHR...
Secret to those who dunno...
Hahas...
I sunday probably will post another blog coz I wan to tel u how fun it is then make ur jealous..
Today I think something wrong wif me...
Coz I dun feel hungry at all...
I eat lunch at 12.20 like tat ( I tink )
Then until now I NEVER eat anything...
Then I dun feel like eatin dinner...
I dunno wad happen to me le...
hahas bt I guess also quite gd la..can on diet...
Kekes
Tat's all 4 today...

Happy birthday to my Darling
Byes...

2009-09-14T04:57:00.000-07:00

Cora told me abt tis quiz n I thought it was kinda interestin so I guess I tried it out...
U guys should do the same, it's really interestin for the ans everyone made r so " LOLS "
hahas

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
Mayb...C how personal it gets

2.If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Last name? Never thought of it b4

3.Were you happy when you woke up today?
No.

4.When were you on the phone last? And with who?
I was nvr on the phone late at nite except if it's someone special

5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
A keychain given by Cora

6.What's something that can always make you feel better?
Lols..It's my blanket ( DUN LAUGH )

7.What are you excited for?
Excited to go out wif " SOMEONE " who I juz invited bt nvr receive any reply yet, saded

8.What were you doing yesterday?
Hmm...I was...Opps, I kinda forget or should I say it's a secret :P

9.Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you ?
Hmm..I guess no one...My bf too shy...kekes no offence

10.What's the last thing you put in your mouth ?
Hmm...something tat look like durian puff bt it's nt, I dunno

11.Have a best friend?
Hahas, kinda

12.Are you scared to fall in love?
A bit??

13.Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Of coz. They need experience ma...hahas

14.Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Me? I veri gentle de, I dun punch bt I gt GIVE GENTLE hit to wanjie...

15.What time is it right this second?
8.03pm

16.What do you want right now?
I tink slp ba

17.Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Hmm...Wif Bryna n Vinis I tink...hahas.

18.Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Muz I Choose 1?? Difficult leh...

19.When was the last time you cried?
I tink it was during pri 6/5 when my relationship was unstable

20.Father or mother?
Both of coz!!!

21.Do you find it hard to trust others?
Nt really.

22.How fast does your mind change?
Wad u mean?? How would I know? Even doctor wont know...

23.I bet you miss someone right now.
Ya, bt I wonder if TAT person also miss me...kekes

24.Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I CANNOT!

25.Why do you think so many people cheat?
They have gone crazy alr...

26.Tell me what's on your mind now?
I am thinking wad I'm gonna do tmr...

27.What are you looking forward to the next three months?
To get SUPER gd result n to meet my " _ _ " hahas

28.Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Ya bt nt the pants...

29.When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
Juz...on the phone

30.When is your next road trip?
I dunno...

31.Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to.
Nt realli. Gt a gd frenz of opposite sex bt he veri crazy when I tried to complaint the problem to him

32.How's your heart?
Eh? Wad u mean?? I'm nt a doctor...w8 till I go 4 check up then tel u again

33.Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Yeah...

34.Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Eh?? NO WAY!! I'm SOO nt cute...

35.What are you planning on after this?
After finish playin com then slp lor

36.When will your next kiss take place?
In a hundred million yrs ltr...coz no one will dare

37.Have you told anyone that you loved them today?
No?? Too shy...

38.Who do you do not get along with?
Gt people bt cant tel...

39.What does your 3rd recent text say?
Dunno?? I seldom have my phone bside me except when I am sleepin

40.What are you wearing right now?
Clothes la. lame arh?

41.Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
I tink no. Coz I love him alot

42.When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Huh? I tink I nvr eat b4

43.What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
I dunno...Dun realli have a favourite name

44.How did you feel when you woke up?
Sleepy n tired

45.Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Yes.

46.Do you crack your knuckles and back?
Sometimes.

47.What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Sleeping la...if nt wad? dun tink dirty things!!

48.What are your legal intials?
Dunno wad u talkin

49.Who's the first Boy in your contacts?
Eh? I dunno

50.When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Most of the time due to wanjie

51.Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
It depends...U cant go after them n stop them when they r goin after their dreams rite??

52.Last awkward moment?
Nt sure

53.Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes...

54.Do you have a good vision?
no

55.Have you tripped someone before?
Er, nt sure??

56.Have you ever slapped someone?
No, Told u I'm veri gentle de

57.Are you Irish?
Dunno wad u talkin

58.Do you use chap stick?
Huh? No idea wad u talkin

59.Do you have any scars.
Hmm, dunno. Someone pls check 4 me...

60.Is there someone you never forgive?
Of coz...

61.Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
Ya...coz I dunno wad to do except to laugh

62.Name the last person to text you
Secret pls...I dun wan EVERYBODY to know who

63.Would you marry someone 8 years older than you ?
No. The age is too far no matter how great then person is

64.Can you go in public looking normally like when you are at home?
Of coz. No prob. I nvr veri particular abt it bt if go out wif frenz then it's a different thing

65. What side of the bed do you face on?
Left.

66.Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
Hmm..ya...

67.What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Dunno. W8 till the day come then I tel u

68.Do you fall for people easily?
Nt realli...even if I do, it takes time 4 me to realise hahas

69.Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
No...

70.Do u miss the way things used to be?
Ya.

71.How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Of coz. I have to tink abt others though they dun tink abt me...

72.Song you're thinking of right now?
" something that I already know "

73.Want someone back from your life?
Yes.

74.Will tomorrow be better then today?
Well I hope bt I'm nt a god

75.What's the color of you're shirt you are wearing?
grey

76.Has anyone ever sang or played music to you personally?
If gal then yes. If boy then no

77.Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Nt realli. I juz wont trust them anymore bt of coz I wont show it..

78.Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
No. Actually when I'm sec 1, there's someone bt tat someone is gone from my life...I tink??

79.Are you naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
I dunno how to differentiate so I cant ans

80.Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
No coz there's someone who is already in love wif me n I hope he loves me more deeply :D

Wad a day...!!!

2009-08-27T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, long time no c..kekes
Today although my exam havent over then I blog becoz today is filled wif confuse feeling...

Today at sch after exam is SO boring...
Bt ltr maths then watch a show, it's SO sad-ing...
Then ltr in chinese is SO " fast " as in everything we do muz b veri fast...
After sch so funny...
Cora " bu zhi liang li " go put SO MANI chilly
Then ltr she hot until wan cannot take it lor..
Then I juz watch her expression, hahas
It's so spicy...
Then ltr on the way home, meet a funny guy
Waloa, he so evil sia..
He make me n cora laugh until our stomach pain lor...
Every word he say make us laugh, dunno wad he do to us...

I tink next time when he grow up sure veri rich
U know y??
Coz he will open a shop then sad people go in muz pay $ 100
Then ltr when the sad people come out, they will laugh laugh laugh le...
Mani ppl sure go thr coz now gt mani ppl veri sad lor
Becoz of stress, relationship n mani more lor...
He sure make a big business...

Then hor then hor,
during this exam period, i ALWAYS SLP SLP SLP...LIKE PIG LOR..
Haha, anyway pig also cute ma...

Then hor Vinis always take pic of me when I dunno then my post ended up veri funny...
Sometime veri nice lor...hahas
I MUZ THANKS VINIS lor, she take photo of me until so nice...
She can become someone who take photo of a person when they pose...

Another thing, I can never have any peace when SQ is around...
he always anyhow give me nickname...
Then I veri angry
then whenever I wan go play wifhim then he dunno is wan play wif me or nt lor, alwAYS NT FREE de...
HaTE HIM SO MUCH...!!!

I dun wan talk to him le
I WILL IGNORE HIM!!! AS LONG AS POSSIBLE

Holiday sept coming le, I can w8 to go out wif my bf...
hahas...
Since he save up money le, I wan let him go bankrupt, hahas
I so EVIL!!
Bt nvm, I dun tink he mind, he veri gd de lor...
c la, tel u guys my face red le la...
lols..
I tink tis is my last blog...
Coz the end-yr-exam coming, goin to study real hard...
I wanna gt a com 4 myself, FINALLY HAHA!!!

Today is Sat...hmm...

2009-07-25T00:35:00.000-07:00

Today nth de leh...
No fun...
Bt today gt lots of my favourite food...
N tat is....CAKE!!!
It's CAKE TIME GUYS....
4 the first time in my life, I tried the CHEESE CAKE...
So omg when I took the first bite...
KInda nice...
I keep askin 4 more...hahas...
How I wish I could give u guys some to try...
It's so damn nice...
I couldnt believe it man...haiz..

Today go my aunty house coz gt mani ppl go visit her...
To c her new-born baby...
So damn cute sia...
Then gt another child of hers, he is I tink 2/3 yrs old..
He IS SO CUTE!!
I tink when he grow up, he sure gt so mani gals like him de...
Too bad I born in a different yr as him...
Hahas...

Anyway I'm also glad I'm born in tis yr coz I GT TO meet u guys...
Especially someone special...

So today I gt to eat lots of cake...then..
Saw cute little boy n...
No more..sian...
Tmr will b back to normal liao...

Tel u ar, tis week SO sian...
I keep wishin it to pass faster lor...
Now I also will keep wishin 4 next weekend to start...
Last week so mani things happen...
Oh ya, b4 I begin, I wan to tel u guys an IMPORTANT things...

Read properly n remember!!
DO NOT MAKE WANJIE, CORA AND VINIS UR ENEMY OR U WILL DIE...
UNDERSTAND??

I dun tel the story alr la...veri wad..
I gtg byes...

I m force to...

2009-07-14T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!!
Dun tink I'm back...
I m force by _ _ _ _ _ to update my blog de
Coz if I dun, I'll surely die...
=.=''

Anyway, today I gt lots of things to do n I ALMOST forgot to update...
Luckily I remember when I checked my hp 4 contact....
If I forgot, I wonder wad will happen to me...
O_o....so scary...
zz

Next week gt CCA liao...
So fast...
I miss it but I also wan go home early coz I miss home...
Wad a person...
I havent been runnning or excising tis few weeks...
haiz, when training start I SURE die...
mayb I'll try find time on sun...
Hmm....
Today in sch okok lor...

gt in a quarrel wif _ _ _ _ _ _
Haiz, sad man...
Then later SOMEBODY go act cute...
I hate it man...though I act cute too...
Well, I KNOW LA!!
I nt pretty so only can act cute so pls UNDERSTAND!!!
=.='''

Then Cora so weird today...
I tink she sick until gt problem liao...
Almost all her frenz also agrees...
I pity her... :P
I tink tmr is nt goin to b a gd day...
Coz gt LOTS of things to do man!!
How??!!
Haiz...I cant stop " haiz "....
Oh ya, u know wad, on fri we learn how fold paper cranes...
OH man!! So fun sia...
Then today lyn fold 1 then we write our wishes down..
I hope it come true...
Coz if It realli come true, TEL ME UR WISHES THEN I'LL write it 4 u....

As if it'll really happen...
Mayb I also abit crazy today...hahaz...
I 100% HOPE TMR WILL B A EVEN BETTER DAY 4 ME...
:(
Sob...

bye then, nth to say...
Happy now _ _ _ _ _??!!
Lols...

Which is more powerful?? Words or actions??

2009-07-03T03:04:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!!
Can u ans my question??
Tagged me n tel me wad u think...

So, here's wad I tink.
Read on n decide pls coz I've been wondering 4 quite a long time...
Here goes....

Is word powerful or action?
To me, I tink words r more powerful...
Coz ppl tends to hurt u wif words without them knowing it...
Tat is wad makes words so POWERFUL...
As 4 action, it can b seen n feel by both ppl so they will realised tat wad they r doin is wrong...
However, dun b mistaken....
PPl will realised but they will nt apologise becoz of the stubboness or wadsoever I dun care...

Will u be frenz wif a person who hurt u wif words or a person who hurts u wif action??

If I were to choose....
Mayb I'll choose the person who would hurt me wif action...
Becoz it would leave a scar n will always remind my frenz then she would nvr do it again...
I'm SOOO evil...
Coz my frenz will feel guilty 4 it...

Hey guys, today will b my last time to blog from now on till my exam over...
It's hard 4 me to use the com 4 so long...
I have so mani things to talk abt n yet I can only use 4 a while...
so sad.

Pls tagged me n also tel me ur ans...
I wan to know, thx!!
I love cora...
She n I will always b best frenz from now till we die...kekes
Dun b surprise...
:P

ByEs!!

Hiie, I'm back

2009-06-23T02:02:00.000-07:00

Yoz guys!
I'm back...
Now I'm kinda free so I could blog...
Well, today nth much...

Early morning then I nid to rush le...
I forgot the time man!!
Actually I should leave house by 9am but then I thought is 9.30am...
Then later ended up rushing...
Oh man!!

Then later went to learn to DANCE...
Tis few days I've been learning how to dance slow steps n a few only...
Well, kinda fun bt enbarrasing...
kekes...
When I c the instructor dance, she looks so cool..then how come when I dance I felt embrassed??
It's mysterious...

But then everyday nid go sch...
haiz...I dun wan la..
I wan stay home to play com n slp...
Next week sch open le...HOW??!!

I kinda dun wan go back sch...I'm still in the holiday mood sia...

Then today afternoon Cora n Lyn come my house do project...
Then as we do we keep laughing lor...
Wad the heck...
So funny n fun, kekes

they juz went off...
Well, I gonna watch my movie le.
Today nt veri interesting...
ByEs guys!!! cya...

HUH??!!!

2009-06-16T03:31:00.000-07:00

Oh man!!
I juz know TAT from now on, I'll b bz EVERYDAY....
Haiz...
I hope I can hang on...~anyway, cannot also MUZ can... =.='''

Today training okok...better then usual I can say...
Then we do court work...
Hmm, my reaction so damn slow...
Haiz...
Then I could keep up also...
Then so funny...
Coach tel my something then I say I know then later wrong...
Then ALMOST everybody laugh...~of coz I also laugh
Kekes...
Then last min say tmr gt match...
Still nid go thr ourselves...
Haiz, I thought I could rest but...
Oh well, I guess it could b fun once in a while

Then today I so like SHIT man...
I keep doin the WRONG things then always get scolded...
saded...
I WISH tmr I wont make any mistake...
Well, I will try....

Then later the day after tmr still gt training n ALSO muz go do project...
I'm a person who LOVES to slp...
Then suddenly get so bz TAT I NO time slp...
Wad the heck...!!
Cher think we holiday SO FREE like TAT...
Actually no lor...
Nvr count in the CCA...

Tel u guys wad is MY JUNE HOLIDAY was like,
- First gt CCA ( 3days in 1 week, mosly )
- Second gt family day on sat
- Third gt tut on every sun though it's a holiday
- Nid help parent...( do something...)
- do the science project ( so far no progress ) =.='''
project due on 25 June some more!! whr gt time??!!

C!! Gt so mani things to do...
I dun even have time to go out wif frenz also...
I nvr go out wif them liao lor...
So bz...I cant find time to do other things whr gt time go out wif frenz??
So guys, PLS UNDERSTAND....

I hope time goes slower so alot of things will b done...
Then I'll have more time like tis...
Oh well, I'll try my best n rush EVERYTHING...

Tat's all...I guess nth le ba...kekes
ByEs!!

Finally!!

2009-06-11T04:21:00.001-07:00

Phew! Today I juz came back from my CCA camp.
The camp okok lor but then damn tired...
HOWEVER, it was fun!!
The most great thing is TAT some of the netballers have gotten closer to me le..
kekes!!
Netballers like shermin and Bryna...
Shermin talk to me more often le then sometimes we talk back, it was fun :D
I hope to do it wif her more OFTEN....hahas
Then Bryna also...
She ask if I have nt taken any soup n she help me by pourin it 4 me..
Oh man, it's the BEST!!

The first day of camp we play a 3-legged game.
Tat game so nt nice man...So difficult...
Then I gt quite a bit of impatient but then I think TAT our captain IS MORE IMPATIENT so I guess I calm down a bit...hahas
When finally we finish, I was so glad...
Gt 1 game I like the most.
Corach say it's like a baseball like TAT...
Well, it was excitin, thrilling, fun and scary...
Kekes, guess u guys HAVE LOTS OF question mark on ur head rite?
Well, too bad ur nvr play...
Then another thing is " lady-luck " (I tink it's call like TAT) is on my side.
I nvr die until...kekes
Die as in cannot join in the game anymore. Dun misunderstand
The last game we play b4 we went to eat dinner was " _ _ _ _ _ game "
Cannot say la, later gt cher accidently pass by n c then DIE...
Hahas...
Tat so fun...

Finally it's time 4 bad.
Phew! So tired..
Then we cook our own dinner. We eat maggie wif egg. ( Shermin favourite kekes )
We still order Mac...
Then I tink latast 1am we all slp.
I slp all the way till morning but wake up only once ~ wad a surprise

Early morning we play treasure hunt.
The game was okok...
We went to canteen to find the clue then we keep guessin, know y? Coz thr's ALOT OF BUBBLE GUM under the table...
We all say " is it tis one arh?? " then we went over then say no then it repated over n over again...
Then finally we play 2 diff game,
One is street netball another is badminaton...
My team play the street netball the first round out liao =.='''
If our captain de group out, I dun tink we stand a chance since my team only gt 2 senior n 3 juniors...
saded but we nvr give up...

Finally we went home...
It was fun.
I hope to have more tis kinda camp again...hahas
ByEs!

I so excited!!

2009-06-09T01:53:00.000-07:00

Today wakep up 7.10am...
Kinda late but I finish preparing within 5min++
hehes, i so gd
Then later went to lied down abit...
Then later my parent reach my gradma house then I ask money to pay 4 camp n also the ez-link card thing...
Then later went training lor...
Hmm, today training I could say it was okok...
Better then the first week of the holiday training.
I think the training was gettin better n better 4 me to cope...
Well, if I think back, mayb I could do it in the past but now I guess I improve le ba
Hehes, I guess I should praise myself too much or else who knows wad will I do...

Then after training, went to shop n save to " pei " Vanessa to buy her things then we keep crossing the road 3 time sia...LOLS!!
Then when on the way, Cora cal
Ask if can go play badminaton but parent dun allow
So sad...

Then later went home to eat.
I couldnt eat much...dunno y
If it was in the past, I would b able to finish it but then I cant now. Even though I did nt eat breakfast...
Then later went to watch my favourite show " soccer " again...
I tink I kinda get hook up in the animation show on soccer...
Kekes, I dun play but it was nice
It show determination, perserve, believe in one self n mani more.
I guess I could learn 1 or more from the show...
I guess if I REALLI able to learn it, then in netball, I'll have no prob :D

Now still watching the show
The show was like goin to finish le n no season 2 sia...
haiz...
If finish le I dunno wad to do anymore...
I watch 2 diff kinda show on soccer le...
U know wad guys, in real life then soccer nt nice de

Tmr goin camp le...
I kinda like so excited...kekes
But then a bit scare also...dunno y

ByEs!! I goin to wAtCh the show liao, :D

I had a bad day.... =.='''

2009-06-08T03:24:00.000-07:00

Today so nt gd sia...
Nt fun at all...

Early morning I tink like 9+ like TAT then wake up liao...
Then go eat then bathcthen use com,
Time flew pass very quickly..
Soon, I nid go meet Cora then then go Vinis house to do project...
Then we go thr nt veri serious...
I think I first time do project like TAT...OMG!
I think becoz tis group nt only me they can count on, still gt Lyn n Vinis...Or mayb Cora

So I slack off quite a bit...kekes
Then later we do finish we play badminaton...
Oh man, nt nice to play, I cant use all my strength coz they play " IN " n " OUT " de
Haiz...then my muscle veri itchy sia coz too excited leba...
Hahas...
Then today all I choose de is ALL ORANGE lor...
Wad the heck... haiz...
Then I tink last min wan play something, I dunno how to spell ps...
Then play a while Cora gt gastric...
Then go home...

Then later reach my grandma shop...
Then I start making my mother n her laugh...
Hahas, I pro at tis u c...
Since later she goin to cozway, I ask her to buy mac then she say I so fat still eat then I give her a diao face...
Then I say sushi, she say the sushi later go to ur stomach gt worms...Then I diao again
Then I say KFC then she say " K ur head la " then I say walao..
So wad sia...Then I saw my mother laugh =.=''
Everything also gt excuses de lor
Then I say home no cook ma...
Then she say I havent reach home how know home no cook
Then I say my mother tell me.
Then my mother laugh n say, no lor

Then I tink my grandma learn from me, she give me a diao face....
Lols...

Then now I reach home le then go bath...
Then now currently eating.
Today cook chicken curry...
Oh man, I veri gd at tastin de...
The chicken curry nt nice =.='''
SERIOUSLY
But no choice, I very hungry le...
Now I type until my hands n finger pain sia...
I guess I'll stop here...
If I countinue, My hand n finger WILL BREAK...
Hahas,
bYeS!

Surprise...

2009-06-06T03:52:00.000-07:00

Today gt lots of surprise 4 me...

Today early morning then wake up late sia...
Then I rush 4 EVERYTHING lor...haiz
Then later go service suddenly have to sit beside a guy...OMG!
But luckily in the end I nvr...I keep sayin I scare...Then tat guy say he wont eat me up then I look at him n my face go red coz embarrass ma...
I know he wont eat me but then to sit beside n guy I know abit only veri ps de...
Then b4 go serive, we gt new members...
Then later we go have lunch...
Lunch I eat rice...
Then later I go eat my FAVOURITE dessert...
It is yogurt...Tat dessert so nice lor!!
I wanna EVERYDAY go thr eat...lols. jk nia

Then later I go home early to " pei " tat new girl...
Then it's like we both the same sia...
Nvr talk de...
I always start to talk like veri ps leh...
Then in the MRT we both listen to song...nvr say anything sia...
haiz...
The later I reach home then switch on com le...
Then start playin lor

Then I go c my blog then suddenly saw SOMEONE go scold me... =.='''
Then later ask her or tale her she go tel me she bored...
Hurt my feelin sia...haiz

Then later my grandfather de sister come my grandma house.
I cal her in chinese de but then eng dunno cal wad...
Then she give us present...
So nice the watch she gave me...
Then a tee shirt...
Er, I wear TAT looks nice but then I look abit fat in it...
I will go slim down abit then I will surely look nice in it..kekes
Hey frenz, look forward to seeing me wearin TAT tee ar...hehes.

Then she got me a new watch...YAY!!
My old watch was thrown away by my OWN SISTER
She is so cruel...
I hate her...
She gt so mani bag she still wanna lend from me
U might tink I'm selfish but u c, when she use my bag, sometimes it will spoilt de.
I dunno how she use bag lor...
Then she always wanna lend the bag TAT I like the most.
Who wan to lend their favourite bag to someone they knew would spoilt it??
Commone sense wad
Haiz...then she throw my watch then torn some paper...
I somehow hope the paper is nt improtant...
I nvr even bother to find out wad TAT paper contain...

I dun have bag sia...
But nvm I cant lend from my youngest sister...
She better but she will make the bag dirty
Well, dirty is better then spoilt rite??
So I can lend her also but nt my second sister...HMPH!!

I wonder wad is the next surprise in store 4 me...hmm...
I hope thr will b more surprise today....
I can say TAT today's is a bit better then the other days...hehes
Byes guys, TAT's all...

Today mayb I could say it was better then other days

2009-06-05T07:18:00.000-07:00

Today morning so unusual...
I so difficult to wake up...haiz
I MUZ wake up I tel myself but my eyes keep wanna close then I no strength...
Wad the heck lor...
Then I crawl to the kitchen then pull myself up n wash my face.
Then I like abit waken liao...
Later after I finish changin n packin, still gt a bit more time, guess wad I do??
I go slp again.... =.='''
I so damn tired sia...
Nite I slp quite early lor...haiz
Wad a waste...but but, I dunno the actual time tat I slp coz I keep tinkin abt com =.=''
I know I'm weird...ya...

Then today the trainin okok lor...
Running first thing in the mornin was hard work...
But I manage to finish....
Then do until half guess who i saw??
I saw Wanjie...OMG!!
She look so funny...
Then the whole training I keep thinking abt her...then I laugh
Hahas...Then ppl thought I CRAZY =.='''
But she looks kinda CUTE actually...hahas

Then later go home I go buy food 4 my grandparent...
OMG! The food so damn EXPENSIVE sia...
Haiz, I muz save money liao If nt later in future I BROKE... =.=''
Ya rite, I crazy le, think until so far..hahas

Then later I reach home I faster bath coz I cant take the heat...
Then I on9 then start to eat...
Hmm...Then Wanjie talk to me 4 a while then I nid off9 le
Coz I goin help my father...
I tink she said something but I dunno wad coz I in a hurry...

Then now I came home le I go on9...
Guess wad I saw Wanjie say...
Oh man, I LOVE HER!!!!
She say I today look slim...hahas
I now so happy until I can fly...
=.=''' But w8, I no wings how fly??
LOLS!! I dunno wad happen to me liao...

Now very hot sia...but dun wan tie up my hair coz later spoilt...
hahas...
Today Wanjie veri gd...

Then juz now Cora cal...we goin to play...
I hope my mother allow...coz I cnt w8, hahas!!
I goin cal my parent to ask them le...
Then sq havent cal me yet, I hope he dun make me w8
Well, I DUN intend to w anyway.
If he cal when I'm abt to slp then I dun care :P
Hahas...dun blame me is u cal late...

Tat's all, byes!!

Today is a funny day?? lols..

2009-06-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

Today wake up quite early due to my alarm. I dun wan so late wake up then later rush...
Then c my hp then saw...I tink I dun say la, if nt later I gt accuse again...haiz
The later go Vinis house do the planning of the project.
Oh man, I scare to go thr liao lor...haiz
Dun ask the reason coz it's a veri embarrassin de thing...lols..
Then my frenz NVR help me lor, juz sit thr laugh only =.='''
Then suddenly play games...so like wad sia...kekes

Then later a while then go home liao. But today I laugh a lot at Vinis house...
Then at around 3.45 like TAT then I go home le coz my mother call...
Then later go home I play computer...
Hiaz, sian. Like everyday life is the same...

Then later on9, TAT GUY who is crazy abt dunno who, keep tellin me how he like her...OMG!
So IRRITATING lor!!
No angry also give him make until I angry....haiz
Then still ask me y I everytime like TAT de...
He, himself nvr observe lor. Actually mood gd de then when talk abt HER, I mood no gd liao.
Hey guys, dun misunderstand, I'm NT jealous. Juz tat very IRRITATING only...

Then later I quite early off9 then go lied down on my bed. Then suddenly think abt my bf...
Haiz, I go msg him ask him a question...
Then he keep repeatin the ans 2 times...I dunno wad he meant...
He always make me cannot slp in the nite sia...I WILL like go think think think y he say TAT or wadever...
Veri wad sia. Then he, himself will have a peaceful nite... =.=''
I SO JEALOUS...
Then he like dun miss me sia...aiya, mayb I misunderstood but he nvr show me he care...
He also like veri suan bian like TAT...
I dunno la, everytime think abt him then STUPID question came to my mind...

Haiz...tmr gt training le. If I dun slp peacefully tonite, tmr I'll have prob...
I'll try nt to make any mistake tmr... :(
I abit worry...kekes
But but...I guess it's fun :D

Hahas, I guess TAT'S all 4 today....today veri borin de...nth much...
Byes!!

First time in my WHOLE 14 yrs....

2009-06-03T00:34:00.000-07:00

Oh man...c!! Pretty ma?? Me n Cora leh...
Gt c anything different ma?? Kekes
I n Cora put make-up sia. I first time man!
Hmm, I first time put I tink I look weird but soon I tink I look pretty.
=.='' IMPOSSIBLE!! I WILL NEVER look pretty in my WHOLE life...believe it or nt...

Then the day before yesterday lyn make me vomit blood, then yesterday wanjie make me go crazy, then today cora make me stomach pain...diaoz
Hiaz, wad the heck...

Then we go out today. We go cozway n take neoprint. Wao!! So nice man!
I suddenly realise TAT eevrytime I take pic wif Cora, the outcome is veri nice lor...
I NVR say when I take pic wif other then nt nice hor....dun b mistaken...
Then later we drink bubbletea...walao!
I so angry when buy bubbletea lor...
The sembawang MRT station thr de bubbletea shop hor when say double pearl, she give 1 time only...Then cozway pt de bubbletea shop hor say honey RED tea she go give honey MILK tea..wad the heck!!
So sweet u know...but nvr la, the more sweet things u eat/drink the sweeter u become...:P

The later me n Cora went shoppin...
I ask her to buy tis n tat 4 my brithday next yr she go run away sia...wad the heck man...
Then we talk alot then laugh a lot. Although boring but then funny n fun...hahas!!
Then b4 we go home me take pic in the toliet...

Oh ya, Cora help me put the dunno wad " eye shadow " thingy de. I dunno la....
Then put " lips..." lips something de....
Dunno wad la...SO DAMN shinning sia...walao!!
Then later I go buy 1...OMG! Gt 1 so nice but then so EXPENSIVE lor...haiz
saded...

The later we go home liao...haiz..
I wanna play like TAT again...kekes
Well, TAT'S all 4 today...
I juz reach home then on9 n post liao...c!
I SO GD!! LOLS...jk
byes!!!

Is it a gd thing or a bad thing??

2009-06-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

Wa! Today early morning the first training then wan KILL me liao
The running speed veri fast sia..
I cant catch up but I'll work hard...
Then today I think the time pass quite quickly...
Nt I dun wan it to pass quickly but....well, dunno how say....kekes
Later after training, I feel kinda gd.
Then later go back " quarrel " wif my grandma again coz she dun wan let me drinks carbonated drinks...
so funny lor...
Then later I go home, I use a while the com then I go slp 4 a while.
However I wake up soon after coz VERI HOT!! I cannot slp...
Then I switch on the com le...
Then later chat wif frenz...then I gt sad coz WANJIE la...walao she...forget it
Yesterday n today so like shit lor. Lyn n Wanjie wan drive me to my grave man.
Yesterday lyn make me vomit blood today Wanjie make me crazy...
Juz when I thought everything is OVER....
VINIS come n shock me...=.=''' wad the hell sia...
Well, she then make-up 4 it by help me change my blogskin. I almost say skin...
It'll b weird if I say skin...lols...

Today my bf nvr sms me...nor did he reply my msg...
I guess I'm shock from the msg he send me however he told me it was a mistake.
Meaning his frenz send de nt him...I guess I WILL trust him ba
I cant w8 to go out wif him...kekes

Well, guess I'm goin to slp early coz I tmr goin out wif CORA...Kekes
I scare I cant wake up...:P she mind anyway...hahas
Then tmr I gettin new glasses. I feel excited but at the same time I dun feel excited..
weird huh?? I also tink so......

Y??

2009-06-01T05:10:00.000-07:00

Today, I woke up late. I woke up at 10.30am.Hahas...so late rite??The feeling so nice. Later I eat breakfast then switch on com le...A while later my mother come nack home then say wan bring me go make my glasses becoz it has gotten lose...U know like " song "(say it in chinese )

Later I try 3 diff glasses. I choose a same colour as my old glasses coz the look wont change much...If nt I'll feel weird...I came home quite late alr...then frenz told me my frenz wants my other frenz de number.Then I gt irritated coz he SIGN IN to MY msn without MY PERMISSION...I so angry...

Then later when I goin to send my frenz the contact number...I saw my bf's msg...The first msg I saw shocked me. I dunno wad to say...I dun wan explain it...
Veri ps...
Then later I saw his second msg...then words tat he said to me yesterday late at nite came to my mind...I started doubtin...
I dunno wad to do...I...I...
Then later I lost all interest in watchin the movie....Now I dunno wad to do le...

I wanna go lied in my bed n nt think of anything then go slp then tmr everything will b okay...But know wad guys, the msg TAT I've seen will nvr leave my mind...I cant forget...I guess I'm goin to play games...byes

HEY GUYS, DUN ASK ME WAD THE MSG SAY...

Satday - 30 May. I go out wif FAMILY

2009-05-31T05:12:00.000-07:00

I know veri scary but then I take pic of myself coz the light thr veri nice n scary. Lols, I dunno wad I sayin. Then the outcome is like tat lor =.='''
Kekes...gt 1 more pic SUPER scary de. I nvr upload coz I scare later my frenz scare until gt heart attack then they will blame me AGAIN...
Hahas....
My father brought us to the place called " sustainable...." something de...I forgot the name.
Thr tells us tat how water come from n how the dam works n also y the dam is build.
Well, quite interestin lor. It say tat long time ago, bukit timah is always flooded with water whenever it is raining.
Hahas, I still can remember. Then we go play water...haiz.
The weather at tat time so hot sia...I forgot wad I wear le...=.=''' kekes

Today early morning I switch on the com to watch moive. Then I go tut. At tut thr TAT guy thr so irratatin sia...keep sayin me none stop. Idoit lor....
Tink he veri funny like tat...then say wad wanna attack me then the other guys in tut thr keep tellin me be careful him. I feel like I wanna tel him " Oh man, I SO SCARE!! " =.='''
Like shit lor. He THINK I will scare him like TAT....my foot!!!
Then later after tut...I listening to song then walkin home.TAT guy AGAIN come n say I walk to slow...walao! He so KPO sia...I walk slow none of his business wad....then I walk faster a bit lor...
Then later drink bubble tea...hahas
I use my beauty to make my grandma let me drink, c! I so pro...kekes

Tat's all. Today's a boring day as well as a rushing day...lols...
Bye guys

I forgot to tel ur about....

2009-05-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

I forgot to tel ur about it lor yesterday...
U know, I first time take picture of me n cora myself sia...always is cora de...
Hahas, I'm glad it turn out well...

Sry guys, I didnt put up other photo coz nt veri nice...kekes
Next time we take a nice 1 then I upload kk?? kekes
Okay then, Me n cora is FOREVER best frenz.
I hope nth can seperate us...
Haiz...
I guess Tat's all...
W8 till next time we go to GIRL'S favourite place ~ n tat is toliet...
Lols...I know veri "diao" but most boys tink like tat ma...hahas

Best day of my life!!

2009-05-29T02:47:00.001-07:00

Today so gd sia!!
Early morning take back result is a gd 1...
But then gt scolded coz my chinese deprove...haiz...
Then later we eat but then Cora nvr talk to me in sch whole day sia...
Make me worried lor..she so bad
Then later after sch she talk to me le. We went to buy bubble tea then later go home...
Gt something cannot say in here coz nt convience...hahas
But then today fun sia...
Tat SQ like wad sia....nvr take effort de lor then blame me...haiz
He say his frenz so handsome...OMG!
I tink he better then his frenz lor...hahas
Then later I cal another guy...He change a lot sia...hehes
I tink he become more MAN n also HANDSOME...hahas
So sad, they all taller then me sia...:(
I'll try hard n b taller then THEM...kkees
I wont lose :P!!
Well, I havent bath yet I eat first....hahas
Byes...

First time in my WHOLE life....

2009-05-27T02:44:00.000-07:00

First time in my life tat I sing wif frenz so openly n also I sleep in class so openly too...
Today I sing alot man...it was fun.
I dunno y but when I sing wif Wanjie then I auto know the lyrics but my mouth sing the words b4 the words came to my mind...weird rite?? Hahas, I also tink so...
Then today we stand in the front door to w8 cher who is at the back door coz Wanjie wanna ask something then in the end, everything wasted sia...
The cher go other way back to the office instead of goin pass the front door...so wad sia..
But fun, me n Wanjie sing without lookin at the lyrics...hehes

Then later I veri tired after recess...then I slp on my bag coz no pillow...lols.
Then Cora n Ivy also wanna slp so we share the space on the bag..hahas
So fun...
Then we slp...When I wake up...suddenly my frenz around me n Wanjie's table look at me.
I so shock sia...like something happen to me like TAT...hahas
Then as I rub my face, I suddenly feel like I'm a baby...coz I rub so innocently..
Hahas, I know I very shameless go say myself but it's the truth...

Then later we watch a show...I dunno how spell so I'm sry...
Later after sch I go Cora house to do the CIP thingy...Oh man, it took so long...
We try everything lor coz Cora say, " try la " then we try try try until we get it rite...hahas
So funny...

Aiya, tmr training again. I'm sure my leg is goin to break...lols.
But tues the training was okok n fun. I MAYB hope tmr's training also like tat...
Tmr thurs le...the day after tmr will b fri then HOLIDAY START le...yahoo!!
I cant w8...

Oh ya, holiday also gt training. I heard some netballers say tat holiday training will tough until cannot tough liao...Now tat I know le, I feel like I wanna escape but at the same time I LOVE netball...I dunnno wad happen to me sia. Scare still LOve...haiz :(

Byes, I goin to watch moive le...kekes

If only time would turn backwards....

2009-05-26T04:59:00.000-07:00

If only time would turn backwards then nth would happen to me...Like I could avoid it..

Today training nt tough...luckily.
Then today in school still same same...nth to do then go thr sing song lor...haiz
Then after training, my legs hurts man. Then I take bus ma then gt place so sit lor.
Tis is whr the problem comes in...
After a few stops, a few QUITE old lady with child aboard the bus....
It was so squeeze....I wan to stand up n let the lady sit BUT no space 4 me to stand up n move.
Then an QUITE old man sitting opposite of me stand up to wan to let the lady sit but the lady say it's okay then point us say TAT they r SAYIN ME N MY FRENZ...
Walao, they so wad sia...only think abt THEMSELVES. NO space how to move??!! STUPID
Anyway they also alighted the bus at sunplaza wad...Only a few stops still complaint...old means old, no choice...
I WILL REMEMBER nt to b like THEM when I'm old...

I reach home then bath le, cant take it. I'm sweatin like a water tap...OMG!
Now I'm currently eatin. Today's dinner is MY FAVOURITE...
It is steam fish n chilli sotong....So delicious man...But I wont eat much coz on diet :P!!
Tat's all 4 today I guess...hahas
Tmr sch going to b long man...I hope time go faster....
Tmr goin sing sing again...hehes
My frenz sing song so nice sia, the voice so cute especially WANJIE...hahas
She'll b HAPPY tat I PRAISE her....kekes

Time fly so fast...

2009-05-23T23:08:00.000-07:00

Oh man! So fast Sunday leh..
I dun wan Monday come leh...
Hiaz...go sch do nth still muz wake up early..but next next week holiday start le...YAHOO! I cant w8 sia...

Today I dunno I wad's wrong lor, wake up early...haiz
Muz b my sister so noisy then wake me up. I wake up le then when open eyes, the sun shine brightly..walao, eyes hurts lor.
Then I turn n wan slp again but my sis the mouth so BIG! The voice as loud as THUNDER u know!! so wad sia..
Then go switch on the com instead....
I watch video then later a while my "gugu " cal me n disturb me...
cant watch in peace...

Then I go my "gugu" house so no go tut....so gd...hehes
Then I gt tired then fall asleep...
Later wake up soon after coz I cant slp in peace also...My sis la...haiz...
Now alr wad time?? So fast lor...I cant take it sia...Tmr sch liao... :'(

Today 4 dinner I eat KFC....I so long no eat le coz recently on diet...hahas then 4 ur info, I success :P:P!!

Now playin com then guess I'll play all the way till night coz nth to do..No nid pack bag also coz no lesson...haiz

Tired sia....

2009-05-23T03:18:00.001-07:00

Haiz, today so tired....
Nite so late slp then morning QUITE early wake up coz nid go service...
Then I anyhow take a shirt n a pants then faster go bath then change then go off liao.
Today the service thingy so NICE n FUN lor...
So mani singing n dancing...
Next week EVEN more fun sia...I cant w8
After the service we go admiralty to buy lunch then go HDB flat on ground floor to eat lunch but I was determind nt to buy lunch coz I wanna go home then eat.
When I reach home, wa!!! My stomach growing...
Hiaz, poor stomach...
Actually today almost half day very happy de lor but then SOMEBODY go SCOLD me BAD WORD then I nt in the mood liao...
He is such a mood spoiler!!! :@:@
Stupid lor him!!!!!

Today I eat a small bowl of fry rice coz I on diet. I sure success de!! Kekes....
coz my stomach a bit flat liao...I so HAPPY sia...

Then yesterday play basketball I fall down ma, then so pain sia!! Touch until water then I wanna CRY liao...then Lyn go tel me a nt useful method. Lols...
Then the injuried place gt pattern de u know...so wad sia...haiz
Time pass so quickly sia...I dun wan so fast MON leh....Coz veri sian.

Today in service I learn tat if u ask god 4 something, u have to do it urself. No use askin god to help when u dun help urself.
I know u confuse, I give u example.
If u ask god to let u pass ur exam but u WHOLE day playin com, Do u think u can pass??
God only can wish u luck, only u can help urself....
So EVERYBODY listen up, if u tel urself to do something, make sure u realli do.
Dun say then nvr do!! Like dun break promise to URSELF...Be faithful to urself understand??
I learn it so I'll pass it to the ppl who read my blog..hehes, c I so KIND...:P:P!!

Phew!!

2009-05-22T01:24:00.001-07:00

Wa...today so fun sia...
In sch we all day talkin lor....
No lesson de, sianz...
Then me n Ivy pretend feeling tired wanna slp like tat but actually we listening to song lor...Then suddenly cher come in, luckily cher nvr c sia...I SO lucky...lols.
Then later in all, my head pain sia, the stupid guy behind me la, keep making me, luckily gt CORA, she help me scold them...serve them right!! :@!
Then later we go out of the sch then take off our uniform since we gt wear shirt inside. Then I dun dare to take off my skirt lor...lols. Then early morning VINIS pervert lot, she wana pull my skirt off in class sia...walao. I MUZ stay far away from her or else I'll b exposed!! Hiaz...but fun. lol, I crazy le...
Then later we play basketball. Omg!! I havent warm up then havent start fall down, so bad luck!! But later I gt the mood liao then I keep snatching the ball. YAHOO!! So fun...I wanna play wif u guys again next time. Then the boys we invite, aiya, they so act. Keep the ball bouncing like wad sia...I hope they play more seriously....hahas
Later I go home le, then gt mani trouble again, haiz. ALWAYS like TAT de...
Dun talk abt it le or else no MOOD...hehes
still havent night sia, mayb I wanna slp late today. I'll cal my bf...:P:P
Well, w8 till tmr ba...kekes

Make no sense...

2009-05-21T05:00:00.000-07:00

Ahhh!!!
Today so unlucky!! Raining so heavy then cannot talk back to frenz...but today was fun.
I'm glad I went to school :P!
Today early morning then my DAR start to make me say " huh! " alr, lols...
Then later reach class, Vinis n Cora planing something n so funny sia...they wanna sing happy birthday song when the teacher teach until half...lols....
Then later get back Maths result...haiz. sad, it's nt wad I EXPECTED man...but mayb on second thought, I might have too high expection of myself le...hahas
Then later a teacher came in. But b4 TAT, we all playin around lor. Then later someone saw him coming then all rush to their sit, oh man it's the best. I was sittin behind watchin shows...lols
Then later he say something so funny...I wanna laugh loudly but cant coz later I gt aim by him then die...
Then later we play games. Then we do a self intro of ourselves by writing in a book...so cool. But Ivy la, dun wan join in...sad...
After sch, we went to detention room to w8 cher to get prize but in the end, he ask us to go some whr lor...haiz
I was disappointed...
Today CCA training nt so tough, only gt 1 thing was tough n TAT was the triangle thingy...haiz
Then after training, it was raining heavily sia...then I juz run in the rain. Then my frenz say I EXPOSED....wad the hell...OMG...
say no ppl wan c me but they keep sayin it =.='' make no sense. haiz, they r so weird...well, I post tis so they could kill me...I crazy le

Well, my first post I guess...I dunno wad can say wad cannot so dun b offended....:D!
If it really cannot, pls tel me, thx 4 ur cooperation....

huh??

2009-04-24T07:54:00.001-07:00

I first time sia...ask me do tis kinda things?? w8 long long lor....