Sometimes I juz wish I could
forget everything ♥
The best is to...
Saturday, March 24, 2012
The best thing that could happen to me is when I forget everything.It is then I could really really start afresh.Be someone new, someone who is not the " me " right nowSomeone who could hide all the emotions and feelingsSomeone who is truely an EMOJust so then I wont be afraid of being lonely anymore.Then I wont need friendsI wont need family membersI wont need someone to love meTO BE THERE FOR MEWith my eyes open, I could see friends, family members and people around me who loves mesay they would always be with me, be by my sideby there for melend me their ears and shouldersFrenz foreverBut when I close my eyes, I realise that surrounding me was darknessWhat they said....was it true or was it just words?Honestly, nothing is true anymore.Everyone just lies and pretendAnd yet they are able to just go on livingWont they feel anything when they go to slp?It's funny...So funny that I could only show a sad smile.I envy how characters in their stories always turn out fine.How brave they were and how things turn out find even when they went through the most painful and torturous situation or events. But in real life, it just doesnt happen."Birds of the same feather flock together"Kinda true. When one group hate the other group, the one with more power wins the heart of EVERYONE and everyone began to follow the more powerful group even when they got no idea wad is going on.I hate today. Today was suppose to turn out fine until it was ruin by a certain someone. Why couldnt I just have a day where I had fun and everything turns out fine?Why??!!
8:04 AM
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