Not what I wanted
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
This is so not me.
Every decision I made, once it made me feel glad tat I did it, things would turn out wrong.
I don't understand and I don't get it.
Why~?
I feel like I'm going against fate.
And it doesnt want me to win so it is using everything it has to make me go back to where I begin
I couldnt make progress
Things gets messed up.
I started to get confused
Feelings starts to make me remember something I dun wan to remember and something I dun wan to know
I hate this....
I dont like it....
But there's no one I can turn to but myself....
Because I couldnt put these feelings into words, and no one will understand but myself...
I'm lost,
I'm stuck
Who will be there to save me
Who will be there to just give me their company
And who will be there, to just be my listening ear and not judge me??
3:33 AM
withlove ,